I really dislike using song titles to start off these things (even though I do it all the time....)
It almost seems like a cheap way of planning what the hell I want to say here,
Today though, there is a point.
*Disclaimer* This is geared towards one person.
she knows who she is */Disclaimer*
Now then, to "she who will be not named"
I dont expect a response from this
So dont try to call, cause ill most likely be at work
or Email, because you didnt reply back to me last 3 emails anyways, so id really be a slap in the face for me.
Just Listen....
You wanted me to be more honest with you,
not let you do things without thinking.
Be that voice of reason
So when I do that,
you cut me off again,
like you said you wouldnt do (the day before)
Ive let you do that to me quite a few times before,
believing each time you meant that you wouldnt do it again
and each time I fell for it
Yes, I was pretty mad you got back with that fucking snake, Zack.
And I meant it when I said you knew better,
because you do.
But despite all that Im still your friend,
and you just cut me off like that.
I hope he was worth it
Now I didnt say this out of jealousy,
or pride,
or even anger
(okay, maybe a little anger)
I said it because I care about you enough to,
even when it doesnt directly affect me,
step in and say, "Hey, youre fucking up."
Sometimes we all need to hear it
from the people that care about us the most.
Thats when it means the most.
You broke my little black heart,
forgiveness wont come easy (if at all)
but you needed to know.
Thats pretty much all i want to say,
also, im going back to food blogging because its much more fun
And as interesting as i pretend my life is, id rather share it in person then on here
just saying.
Love all of you,
I really do
and I hope you continue to indulge my
creative side for a little longer.
