Im picky.....
with just about everything. Mainly dating though. My choice of woman is one in a million. Smart, but not too smart. Funny, but in a corny sort of way. Beautiful, but humble. Take cares of herself, but still likes a cheeseburger or two. Someone who is aware of the world around her and the world in which she lives. Someone who is always wanting to learn and not willing to accept the norm. And id like her for Christmas....thank you.....
Anyways, like usual, ive been back and forth about writing as of late. I have alot to say, but sometimes i feel overwhelmed by the possibility of bringing up these thoughts and feelings and sharing them with the world. Id planned on deleting my Facebook and any other social media medium i had in an attempt to "be one with myself". Cause after all, how can you express your feelings if youre not completely comfortable with them? AMIRITE???(lol, internet jokes)
But then i thought......those pure, raw emotions can make the most interesting stories, and hopefully provide some entertainment for you.
For instance, my grandfather passing away.
Naturally i was sad, i even cried. But it felt like something larger than the death of a family member. It was a reminder that, "hey, youre alive dude." Not in a "oh im alive, hes not." sort of thing. Ive felt so disconnected from reality that i wasnt really feeling anything. And that day, I came back. despite it being a horrible feeling, i felt something. Things are slowly coming into perspective. And that is the most rewarding feeling ive had in a while.
So, im curious how everyone else is doing? let me know here or on Facebook. lets communicate
with just about everything. Mainly dating though. My choice of woman is one in a million. Smart, but not too smart. Funny, but in a corny sort of way. Beautiful, but humble. Take cares of herself, but still likes a cheeseburger or two. Someone who is aware of the world around her and the world in which she lives. Someone who is always wanting to learn and not willing to accept the norm. And id like her for Christmas....thank you.....
Anyways, like usual, ive been back and forth about writing as of late. I have alot to say, but sometimes i feel overwhelmed by the possibility of bringing up these thoughts and feelings and sharing them with the world. Id planned on deleting my Facebook and any other social media medium i had in an attempt to "be one with myself". Cause after all, how can you express your feelings if youre not completely comfortable with them? AMIRITE???(lol, internet jokes)
But then i thought......those pure, raw emotions can make the most interesting stories, and hopefully provide some entertainment for you.
For instance, my grandfather passing away.
Naturally i was sad, i even cried. But it felt like something larger than the death of a family member. It was a reminder that, "hey, youre alive dude." Not in a "oh im alive, hes not." sort of thing. Ive felt so disconnected from reality that i wasnt really feeling anything. And that day, I came back. despite it being a horrible feeling, i felt something. Things are slowly coming into perspective. And that is the most rewarding feeling ive had in a while.
So, im curious how everyone else is doing? let me know here or on Facebook. lets communicate
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