Its been a while.....
So, since we've last talked ive....
1). Started Class...And its not too bad. This week has been somewhat rough, mainly in part of my inability to sleep. But all in all I feel really good about it.
2). Chilled the hell out.... I was caught up in the whole "look at me, im awesome" thing for a while. That confidence was great, but im just going to stay chill Sean Burch. Just works easier that way.
3). Had a strange wanting to "settle down"... and im not sure why. Its just not my style right now. But its been stuck in the back of my mind. Im thinking its more of a sign to not take this time for granted, so when i do have a family, they are well taken care of.
4). Been contemplating life after the Navy....I havent been to the fleet yet, so i could get out there and fall in love with it, but as of right now i think ill finish my enlistment and go to a really nice culinary school. Which was in fact my original plan in life.
But through all of this, I dont really feel like ive changed all that much. I walk taller, i speak louder, but i still get nervous in front of people and i still have the same feelings for certain people i had before i left. The only real difference is I feel more humble being in the Navy that i did as a sushi chef. I felt more like a rockstar being a sushi chef. Wild night, even wilder girls and a reckless abandon that, in my opinion, defined my "self-image" for years.
Ive never really been sure about alot in my life, but im sure this was for the best....
Oh, and a small side note. Im extremely excited about the new MCR album coming out. Save all of the grief about them being whatever you think that they are. They will always hold a small part of my heart.
Anyways, thats it. Pt and school tomorrow. I promise ill update more. Quack quack....
<3 SB
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