I was having conversation with someone tonight about what excites me most about the opposite sex, not to include the physical aspect of it. I sat and pondered over the herculean story book that is my love life. Then something popped into my head from oh so long ago. "Sean Burch, its not that youre interested in me, its that you love the chase. You love the feeling of being wanted until you actually get that person, then its gone." Unfortunately, such words have never rang more true. When I really sit and think about it, ive chased after many girls with pretty mediocre results. Its like I get up to that finish line and decide all the sudden that im done, take off my shoes and walk home. Then complain, to myself mind you, about not being able to let someone lock me down. Ive driven away plenty of good one due to this. Now as a small side note, I am picky as all hell. I dont want anyone to be confused about it. I have incredibly high standards now. Its an unfortunate bi-product of one too many bad breakups. And its not that I want to lower my standards, its just that I have a hard time compromising or letting things go. Its destined me to be forever alone in a silly kind of way. Ill work through it eventually, but I feel like the older I get, I wont have as many options left. We'll see though.
I didnt really feel like using spacing or anything like that tonight. I just wanted to ramble, which I love to do, and I know all of you love to listen right? yeaaaaaah. Anyways, this weekend is going to bring some fun things for me. Im writing a small novel about a sushi chef, kind of in the style of Get Jiro! and a sort of modern day samurai adventure. Lots of blood, guts and fish. Ill publish the first chapter tomorrow morning, and then put one out every few days. Itll keep me busy and I can expel all the creative juices that are swishing around in my brain as of late. Anywho, that you for reading as usual. I also have some more things I want to touch on tomorrow or the next day, so be prepared.
-SB
I didnt really feel like using spacing or anything like that tonight. I just wanted to ramble, which I love to do, and I know all of you love to listen right? yeaaaaaah. Anyways, this weekend is going to bring some fun things for me. Im writing a small novel about a sushi chef, kind of in the style of Get Jiro! and a sort of modern day samurai adventure. Lots of blood, guts and fish. Ill publish the first chapter tomorrow morning, and then put one out every few days. Itll keep me busy and I can expel all the creative juices that are swishing around in my brain as of late. Anywho, that you for reading as usual. I also have some more things I want to touch on tomorrow or the next day, so be prepared.
-SB
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